i can't understand why i do this at all. i am so bored with this life it drives me crazy. when i was your age i was a star. i dominated the campus, how much difference a few years can make. i have been all over this stupid globe, and everything is the same as far as i can tell. there's always the same groups, including those of you who think you're so different. i have truly met maybe two unique people in my life and hundreds of different variations of them. it's very funny i used to think that there can't be another person who is anything like me, and in a way i really haven't met anyone like that yet. i almost on a daily basis get mistaken for someone else, or told that i look just like a friend of theres. evertime i have met them i think what the hell?? yes i have learned that i may be unique, but i'm definately not different. what makes me different?? oops, i mean unique? one might believe that they are special because it's not likely that any other person is thinking of the exact same thing they are thinking at that exact moment. that's something unique, but is it really how do i know what you are thinking? maybe what makes me unique is that i actually just put thought to that? whatever it is it very hard to tell. you can study the great philosophers, and realize they didn't have any better ideas than you. well maybe not i mean most people that i meet barely seem to function. well this is the closest thing i will ever have to a rant. i hope you didn't just read that expect something better i must be one of those people i was just talking about.