fortunes are lost on a roll of the dice. im up late again wishing i had made better decisions in my life. i wish i had gone with a different major in college. i wish i could make the world happier with my asseverate wit. lost my ambition in 1994 and i dont think i want it back. i wish i didn't have a list of people that i want to punch in the face. i wish that my friends didn't look at me that way. i can't go back now, well at least i don't think i remember how. i wish i could pin point the day that i went wrong. i wish i had some of those magic beans so i could travel back in tome and understand why i am this way. why the hell can't i be as funny as conan o'brien? why am i jealous of people like that in the first place? oh well i guess i'll go fishing.