long timmee

I guess im backk! lol i havent wrote in here for the longest time, but i decided i wanted to today, im nto sure why.. im just super bored. So anyways, lots has happened lately. Ummm..schools almost over, and im super excited.. but, i havent started studying yet, and i think im gonna flunk everythingg, except englishh Umm, im still with luke.. its been 8 months and 4 days. He's greatt. Im not going to get all into it, because im not even sure what id say, but i just dont feel like ive been giving him everything he deserves.. hes always their for me, and i dont want to be there any less. I really dont know what id do without him.. its just amazing. I just feel safe with him.. and i cant wait until summer starts!! Umm.. the other night there was a party at kevins housee, it didnt turn out to well. Kendahl baby, i hope your okay. She wasnt feeling too hott, a coupel people werent.. and i was the babysitter for once, lol.. so i basically just wathec out for everyone all nightt. Adn well, lots happened there, but it wasnt to goodd.. hmm, phil was hilariousss. okay, umm... i just have to get this out there. I am seriously going crazy, maybe im just jealous or maybe its simply whats been going on lately, but i cant take it anymore. Theres this one person, and when were not with this one person, things are usually okay for a wihle, but then theyll start talking about someone.. and i cant take it. I really cant stand to even be around them anymore, because i pretend liek everythings fine. And, all my good friends love this person, so i havent really said anything to anyone about it. Its just, the person they always takl about is special to mee, and.. they want them. Or they just always talk about how amazing and super this person is, which he iss.. but they always talk about how they want him... and bleh, it dosent even matter, i shouldnt even care.. its just everything they say to me, i end up getting in a fight with the person theyre talking about. bleh, thats confussingg... but its alright, i just wanted to get it out. } LINHS GOT A BOYFRIENDDD!!! SCOREE!! lol he sounds beautyfull.. im happy for herrr!! lol ummm alright, thats about it.. i have soccer today, and im gonna go pick luek up from work cus its pouringgggg!!!
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Chelss!!!!!
Add me again please! I love your diary its amazing. and u and Luke make me so happy! lol aw u guys are so great. your like 1 of the good couples...well like you know what I mean..theres Bailey and cooper. you and luke and joel and meagen..but thats all i can think of that i actualy like dating (that I know) maybe theres others that I dont know about but yah..ugh i get off track so easily..neways i only have 20 letters left..2 bye!
awe chelss.wow..i was just looking at pics from awhile ago and i started to tear.heh.like its been so long..and i miss you alot at times..we've just parted and such but i dont know i guess i did alot wrongg and you dont deserve it and well im just saying im so happy for you and luke you guys together always makes me laugh at times..and yeah i just wanted to sayy ..mmk maybe we should hang out soon or something..anyways
love you mmk
mackenzii
ohh myy..mmk backstreet boys comee.we so need to go hah and get matching lamee b.s.b shirts awe man good times..awe shucks yeah i always think at times like i wish i could just pick up the phone and talk about boys and compete over who gets which guy and making sure we go out with the best friend of the guy hah tyler and justin..awe good times and then i would always talk to tyler and you would always talk to justin awe man i miss those days
it was soo cutee but yeah alot has changes its insane..but next year i hope will be better so much better hopefully.but yee i get my hair cutt tomorrow oh my im excitedd its gonna be so short hah i hatee my hair now so im making it less work and just cutting it..lol..shoot me if it looks badd ha oh well i wouldnt care anyways i better jet offf somewhere and maybe talk to you laterr have funn..

xo
queeen
mackenzii