Alrightyyyyy so im really bored and I cant fall asleepp, so i came on here. And i played around with my diary thingggg, and changed it all up.. and i havent actually wrote in here in a supper long timee, so i decided im gonna. LOTS has changed in the last year.. last 2 years. Its crazy, I was going through my old sitdiary and was deleting all my old entriess, and then i came to onee.. that i rememberd writing because i just wrote about one day. And i stoped deleting the rest. Becausee.. it was nice to remember how things were. Its wierd. I like how things are going right now, and Im overall prettty happy.. but it made me sad.. reading how different things were, not even a year ago. The people who were in my entry im still friends with, but nothing like we were. Things are different. So much has changed..bad change, and lots of good change, but i simply hate change. I've never been good with change, and i just cant take it. I love my boyfriend. I love being with him. I love my friends. I love my 3some with jess and dino. I love when luke and me and ashton have so much funn. I love seeing phil still. I love how me and adam are becoming friends again. But i miss so much. Everyones changed. and everythings changed. And i dont know why it bothers me so much. I think its the memories. I miss in grade 7, when we didnt have anything to worry about.. and we were all just best friends, and we didnt have to worry about stupid tihns, and we all just had fun. And i miss grade 8.. i miss being with phil and adam every single dayy. I miss everything that went on that year. I know this makes no sence, and im just in a wierd moood, but i dont know why things have to change. Maybe ive changed?