I dont know what I'm feeling right now. I talked to some friends and they think I should ask Jus to grad, but to be honest I'm scared he'll say no, I mean think about it; he wont accept me on msn, were not that close, we never talk. I dont know maybe its just me, but I dont think he would go with me. I mean who knows maybe he would but I highly doubt it. Valentines is a week away, i'm not too happy about that one. I'm thinking of boycotting the whole holiday. Its gonna suck every last one of my close friends has someone and I...well I have no one. EDS says she wants to boycott valentines, why, you have a boyfriend girl, a loving, caring, amazing one. I think back to how I spent my last valentines with kury, we watched airheads like who knows howmany times and I ended up going on msn. To top it all off he didnt even get me anything and I got hime an amazing ID bracelet. On the front it said KURY XiV and on the back it said Love Kristina. I felt stupid for getting him something to nice and he got me nothing! I wish I wasnt alone this year for valentines, I hate it. All the girls talk about how amazing their boyfriends are and I listen because I dont want to be mean and tell them to shut the fuck up because I feel more alone whent hey talk about their boyfriends! (Cicatraz esp - The Mars Volta) Want to know something fun, Febuary 14th has the highest suicide rate then any other day in the year. Now isnt that a fun fact! I dont have much else to say......