I THINK MY LIFE JUST LOST ALL MEANING. The wheels under me slowly creaked as they lifted the wheelchair to the house. It was a slight case of devastation when I realized nothing at home had changed. I thought maybe other things could have potential to change. Apparently not. My mother has been giving me dirty looks every time my stomache reminds her of what was growing inside. As the weeks past, an abortion would be held off. My mother suddenly began to worry if it would ever happen at all. I would go back to school on Monday. When I reached my last thursday at home, I gained the ability to stand. The ground felt shaky under my cold feet. I lifted the bottom of my shirt to my shoulders and stared. A highly distinct lump enlarged my skin above my thighs. Some girls would've been disgusted with the recent weight gain that naturally occurs with pregnancy, but not me. I suddenly locked the door and stripped off all my clothes and smiled a smile that couldn't fit on my face. My heart was smiling, itself.