last night i went to Josh's and we watched Varsity Blues. We talked during the whole movie and he was acting like he had something to ask me but he forgot. then when he dropped me off at dance he was like...i wish i could remember what i was supposed to ask you. then he asked me to be his gf. i of course said yes. So I'm pretty happy, its weird because today i was supposed to see a movie with tyler, just as friends but i know it would be more than that so i'm def. not goin', i'm not tryin to fuck anything up. Happy B-day to Kayla!! oh yeah i'm still sick and i keep coughing, everyone is making fun of me lol they tell me its cuz i smoke but its not...i am gunna quit when im 19 though so i have a year and a half to quit. i really do sound like a person whose been smokin all their life, i can't wait till i get better.