I went to my uncles showing afterschool and it was so weird... i didn't know anyone there, but i did meet some cousins i didnt know i had. it was so weird seeing someone you know just laying there lifeless. i would hate to have my body shown like that.. i wanna be creamated and have my showing of just pictures and videos... not my body cause thats not me. Then i went to Young Life, it was Partygras night. i had fun. Then Josh called me and i hadn't even talked to him for 2 minutes when ryan called... he left my house 5 mins before that. and my sister was crying cause she only gets the phone 2 nights a week... its dumb cause ryan comes over everyday... i don't see josh for like half a week sometimes... but yeah she made me get off the phone... i wasn't gunna argue with her... i cant wait to get out of the house.. i'll leave my parents to the brat.