i went to work yest. and my manager bought me cigs. then my other manager told me that his engagement was off and then we were gunna go to showmes but i couldn't. then i went home and tried not to call Josh but i couldn't help it. i had a feeling he was talkin to his ex. and he was, it kinda scared me but she just called cuz his grandma died. I told him i dont wanna do anything this weekend cause im gettin my teeth pulled and he was like so your not doing anything at all with me this weekend? i was like it doesnt matter. and he was like i wish you cared more. but the thing is i do care a lot. But yeah he's coming over this weekend to take care of me after i get my teeth removed.