Friday night i went to Josh's and i stayed there till about 3 in the mornin. i left because i told hannah i would stay the night at her house, but i was bringin megan. Hannah had ppl over at her house drinking at it looked so fun but megan didnt wanna stay there. i think it was the best thing for us to leave and go back to josh's. because tyler was at hannahs and i used to really like him and i know i prolly would have done something i wouldv'e regreted. i didnt wanna screw things up with josh. but yeah i went back to joshs and we slept together but we didnt' have sex..almost but we didnt. in the morning i went to sat school. then back to hannahs where tyler was still there and we talked about if he still had a chance with me.. last time he broke up with me. but i told him maybe if i wasnt with josh but then he asked me to go to a bunch of diff places with him adn i said know but we might see a movie... bad idea but its just so hard. and i had an amazing time at josh's i feel so close to him. he makes me want him soooo bad!!