Friday i gave blood and left school early to go to josh's. Then we went to a party and i feel so much closer to him. Everytime i see him i fall for him more and more. but anyways he told me he didnt wanna ## anymore because he didnt want to screw up my life or his. So i agreed but it was just to hard so we did it on sunday. But im not gunna do it again until i get the pill. But on Sat i had a bon fire at my house and on sunday i went to josh's aunts house for his moms bday. So i ate so much food the past couple of days. O yeah on sat josh came over then he left to go to a party but my family watched the UCF fights. Last night i had to close box but our closing concessionist didnt come in so me and eric had to close it. Today im goin over to josh's and we're gunna go see Amityville Horror. My M. is working and he's been calling me so josh wants to give him a clue>>>