last night my cuz and aunt came intown and they are my fav. family members. then ryan came over when we were gone, he brought his brother. his brother is 22 and in the military... he is gorgeous. he saw a picture of me and thought i was beautiful. so they came back over "to look at the puppies" and i saw him..he was so hott. so later ryan called aspen and told her that i need to get a ride home with them after school... aspen was like she's going to anyways..lol his brother wants me to come... i felt so bad cause im dating josh and they are both perfect... i think im beating myself up to much over this. finals are today