hmm, today i need to just go into solitude and think about a few things. yes, i feel that would be best...perfect circle is the best stuff to listen to when you need to look back on life, its philosophical music i guess. its nice. so many things going on right now. conflicting emotions i guess. its like im relieved that it didnt happen yet coz i dont think im ready, but then at the same time im impatient and wanna get the ball rolling. sigh. whats a girl to do? luckily im one of those people who CAN think about my problems and work them out myself without anyone else's help or without beating myself up. jordan's therapy sessions: ~watch a bunch of sappy movies to get out a good cry...can always use one of those ~lay on the bed daydreaming and pondering life while melodic music is going in the background ~and if all else fails then look at pictures of ur favorite celebrities, completely forget about whats-his-name