AAAAARGGHHH!!!! i give up. there is no use in wasting my time i SERIOUSLY hate my life life and im thru. im thru wasting my time expecting him to magically get over his past fucking issues to eventually come to me but fuck it all. he will NEVER get over this shit, he wont let himself, or at least not in time for me to be there and dear god i want to cry and jump off a bridge. hense the name.....goodbye.