life is so unfair. truly. as soon as something seems to be going well, like i will actually have a good moment with this guy....and then WHAM shot down. i swear to god CAN I NEVER HAVE A HAPPY MOMENT??? jesus fucking christ. i even remember thinking to myself, wow, my life is actually turning around, omg....things might just get better.......nope. jinxed it. fuck this sucks. i hate hate hate the world and my life and nothing ever goes right. for ever minor good thing that happens to me, 3 bad things follow. i dont even wanna get into the details of it, im just pissed off and need to blow off some steam. mwahaha, i know just who to take out my anger upon........