well
i had to have a first cool entry like nat
&& make a cool title like so
&& everyone seems to have a poem
so heres mine from a couple days ago
when we kiss
when we hug
itll mean more then anything
its what our hearts can bring
i wont do this without you
we know this is new
this is what we planned
and ive still got your hand
youre miles away from home
we dont like our feeling roam
if i could turn this around
i wouldnt change what i found
i cant believe were doing this
the feelings i cant resist
to hear your voice
to see your face again
how ive never felt this way
and its never been the same
ive never been so scared
in something this great to bare
cant we juss sit here forever
its ment to be as deep as possible
bc its exactly how i feel right now
with my relationship
bc we're so far apart
but then again so close
It's not about the money we make,
It's about the passions that we ache for.
What makes your heart beat faster?
Tell me now, what does your body long after?
I don't care now where we live.
It's not where, or what, or who we were with.
I just need you in my life, so promise me again.
i love my friends for understanding how i feel too
mr. m trys to understand so much and sumhow gets it
ms. n def. knows it
&& more
M: its like nobody knows just what to say but him and your best friend and he just gets you
N: because he loves you even though you guys havnt done anything and hes not expecting it but he loves you anyway
ima person that listens to my horoscope too
&& each day after reading them
when the day is over that is
i understand them more
and it all falls out to be about sumone that makes me greatly understand my realationships more
friends
lovers
&& what not
I like to see things in ways that I can't put in my own words
bc i realise more that way
if you get what im saying hoor rahh
She said that "Every living creature on earth dies alone".
How did that make you feel?
It reminded me of my dog Calley. She died when I was 8, and she crawlled underneith the porch.
To die.
To be alone.
Do you feel alone right now?
uhm, I mean I liked to believe I'm not but I just, I've just never seen any proof. I just don't debate it anymore. I mean I could spend my whole life debating over and over again, and going over the pros and cons and again I still wouldn't have any proof. It's absurd.
The search for god is absurd?
It is if you die alone.
Does the thought of being alone scare you?
I don't want to be alone.
^^that movie rules my life
i understnad it
i love the lead man in it
&& i think it brings me where it has never brought anyone else
i dont think people understnad it like i do
but that is one great quote right ther
one ill never forget
today i slept til about 10:30
&& went to school
to watch the rest of October Sky in Sci. ♥
do a test in civics
&& play floor hockey in gym
then have snort study hall wiht ms. n
woot
got home
ate
&& im so lasy
ill prob. watch tv
then go to bed
like always
&& of course text alot
i love you
<3 kelsey
mwah love ya
~me