today was a cool day i ate a lot w. ms. n && waited around forever to see him but didnt bc his phone is dumm && didnt come down today which is really sad bc that means 1 day less that i get to see him yeah so me && ms. n were at the mall for 3 hours && waiting && waiting but it didnt bug me much i had to go ther anyways && we saw tons of people that we knew from myspace && from our middle schools fun fun fun i do hope i see him this time it will greatly disappoint me i miss him so much && even when he is here never ever see him i wonder if he dies or if i do first if we're going to be able to go to each other's funerals or if we'll "too busy" for that at thy mall i saw a lot of men from the skate park which i havnt seen for a while && it was great like one big reunion with everyone like mr. greenpie && much more in hot topic we saw sum awesume pretty cool donnie darko things && mr. salad fingers shirts that i feel in love with the moment i saw them tomorrow is dum tarded school && im not looking foward to it specially if he comes down that day bc then it could be time i with him but me and ms. n are planning to eat && it was be rather nice if he did too this all depends pretty much on him though bc itd juss be sad if i didnt see him at freaking all i love you