sorry ms. n didnt realize it please forgive me ive been good.. not great but sumwhat happy today i realized that i can wait for what ive wanted for so long summer, may, skatepark, everything the days go by so fast && i dont like it anymore i dont want vday i dont want d&&d's bday i dont want No school i dont want summer i dont want snow either though i dont want skateboards ..not yet if the world could juss slow down a bit do me a favor make me happy for a day && make it last for almost ever thanks mm today was the first time i saw a shrink in a long time && it felt so great to finally talk to sumone && to finally hear im doing sumthing right that i do have sarrow && im handling it well && it almost makes me cry to realize thats the truth && ive been living on my own && i can do what ive been doing all along i feel great in a way for once && maybe just once i dont know whatever i love you.