okay, im almost over that break up. holy jeese today was such a good day okay good day plus happy mood-ish whatsev. i went to the skatepark and just sat on my ass almost the whole time i went to the store and mcdonalds but besides that just talked to my three main people there ben, christian, and jefferson coolio +fun i saw troy haha i had to break the news about the break he didnt know but it wasnt like 'hey bla bla' for me he asked me a question around the incadent so i answered back ya know ya know and tonight i went skating =rollerskating a ton of people were there a lot of ones i didnt know but mary n gyasi were thats all that counts the shuffling awesome i love it ill never stop if i do when im older i pray i come back to it at least once in a while just to visit and maybe skate a couple songs thatd be nice the owners care so much about me and the people that care too that are nice and just plan caring you get it last night i got in a fight with someone about how something like a drug is bad and he got so pissed and i was laughing idc if you do pot thats great dont get me talking about it im stuck with what i got in my head about it thats what i think of it final you can even do it around me you ask me ill say no noo big deal no worries unless you bring it up in a convo but he was bored so i brought it up haha after that i watched married with children i swear before my mom got depressed :-/ she tried to be just like the wife on that show haha def she always use to dye her hair red gross on girls i think.. [?] and there use to wear the same close i swear j----;; i think about meeting you a lot too maybe too much idk its just something nice to think about i really hope i dont get attached you live so far away but its great talking to you i had this thought of not meeting you til after hs and going and working in ny and you still being there working your thing and id run into you somehow in a possibly a bangle shop and think it was you but be to scared to even try to talk to you bc it might not werid holy cow if that does happen i thought of it! haha im stupid. i will always listen to your opinion mrs. n forever its so nice and right. :] later