i'm sitting in the computer room. i'm listening to the sound of the rain. i feel comfortable. my cat is clawing me to death (seriously). his claws are digging into my skin. it hurts like hell. my parents aren't home. i'm all aone. i love it when no body's here. i get some time to think about whats been going on in my life. i'm sorry marie for saying i want to die. i won't say it anymore but i do feel like that inside. i'll write something new..................... when i feel like it.