This is a poem i wrote during math. i really don't care if it's good or not. I let all of my pain out, I told the truth, Am i supossed to be happy, Or not? Today during math, I got the lowest score in class, My friend Katrina, Got the highest. Am i falling behind, Am i not smart, I really don't know, I just can't let this question go. I don't know why, I don't know how, But my happiness was no longer there, It vanished. I'm not mad at katrina, Why would i be, That would be wrong, That would be jelousy. I feel dead inside, I thought i was getting better, But something hit me, And reopened my cut. I feel bad once again, Like i've died again, I wish i could be happy, I wish i could laugh again. No one caused this pain, That i know, I just wish, That it would go. There's something that doesn't fit, But that isn't any help, My depression, May be permanent.