I have no idea what to write. Besides the fact that I am basically screwing up everyones life by being "under the weather" all the time. I almost wrecked a great friendship, along with other things. I just think I need to get away from Ottawa...go away for a week or something... I mean I think it sounds really stupid when people say "I need to get away from all the drama," but it's true. I need to find myself again I guess. I just haven't been that way for a while. I don't know what to do. Whatever Your acting kinda shady, and calling me baby, Laurie