~{50}Long Time~
Wow...so it's been like forever since I wrote in this!! I really don't know why I am either : P, but whatever I felt like it!! I'm feeling anxious, I don't know exactly what I'm anxious for but I am [LOL]!! I don't know if it's for Kayla's party, or having fun with my friends, or it being summer, but whatever it is I can't wait : D!! So I'd catch you up to speed about what's been going on since last October [i think was the last time I wrote], but that would take way too long so I think I'll just mention a few things that are going on or that went on I should say : )!! Let's see where to start... Okay well...Last week we lost a very close friend to everyone!! Jesse John Hallock R.I.P kiddo!! That is so hard on all of us!! His viewing and funeral were last week!! It made most of relize how much we meant to each other... Oh and were done with school, we got out the 9th of June!! Graduation was the 10th, and I got to watch my big sis walk the stage!! I still can't believe my sis is out of school now : 0!! It's hard to think she'll never step foot into Elk Lake again as a student ...WOW!! Anyways...Matt my sister's b/f came in on Friday and he's here until this coming Thursday!! Johnna came over on Friday and spent the whole weekend with me [and more]: D!! Jessie's grad. party was Saturday, I had a blast : )!! It was great, I had so much fun with my Port-Oh-Johnna : P!! So then...Johnna spent Saturday night and we chilled and cleaned up the party on Sunday!! Johnna spent the night again on sunday!! We were supposed to go to the movies on Monday, but didn't end up going so we just chilled at my house!! We hung out and went out on Monday with Matt and Jessie!! And then we had to take my sister to work so we dropped Johnna off on our way back home!! Then we woke up and Johnna came back over to my house on Tuesday!! That night around 5:00 we went to the movies!! We saw Over the Hedge...it's such a cute movie [We could NOT stop laughing]!! Then Johnna spent the night again Tuesday night : )!! Then she went home around 2:00 on Wednesday!! So me and Johnna pretty much got to spend almost a week together!! It was so much fun!! I don't think I've ever packed that many memories into one time : D!! It was pretty spectacular, don't you agree? LOL!! And then if everything goes as planned she'll get to come camping with me for a week at the end of July!! I can't even wait!! Anyways.. Now it's Thursday and I'm here writing this!! Hopefully I'm gonna see what my G-ma's doing today!! See if she wants some company : D and I'll go chill with her, maybe even spend the night : D!! Anyways Kayla's party is this weekend : D!! She's picking me up at 9:00 on friday to chill at her house!! I'm spending the night into Saturday, then her party is Saturday and spending the night again!! Then chillin with her Sunday and my parents are coming to pick me up then : )!! It shall be off the hook : P I can't even wait!! Well I think I've written enough for now so maybe I'll write someother time...maybe not... [If you wanna know what's going on check out my myspace it's http://www.myspace.com/v0lleyballbabe]
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~Its been a long time~

Feeling: buzzed
^^I wish I felt buzzed, lol, right John?? Anyways...I haven't written in this thing in a LONG TIME!!! Hence the title!! I think I'm gonna write in this thing more now!! Now that I actually have the time!! Since like the middle of August my life has been mostly volleyball and the occasional fire company thing if I'm not busy with something else!! It should be better now, that volleyball is over!! Today was fun, even though it's rainy and dreary!! John made it better! This morning around 10:00 my dad took me to pick up my contact and lenses!! And stupid me forgot my old glasses (to switch the lenses) so my dad went back home!! On the way home we picked something up, then got back to my house and grabbed my glasses!! We went back to dimock to get my frames and then headed home!! Was home for a lil while, then got on here to see if we were still having the controlled burn for the F.C(fire company)!! John came and picked me up and we went down to the firehall. We met up with everyone and went over to the site. Then we stood in the rain while it burnt. It was fun though, talked to John for a while and played around with Dawson(our assistant chief's 6 year old son)! Then around 3:15 it got done so we headed back to the firehall. John and I sat in his Jeep and talked for a while then went in and talked for a lil while and he took me home!! We got to my house and he came in and I showed him around, He liked our Dallas stuff, finally a fellow Dallas lover (LOL)!! Then we sat down and we talked for a while, it was weird, we opened up alot to each other! It was cool, Hopefully we can do it again soon!! Well he left around 4:30!! And now I'm here by myself chillin!! I'll write more later.. Cya till then...
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~My heartache~
Feeling: discombobulated
weird emotion I know but that about sums it up...I don't know where I am anymore...or what I even care about anymore...so much has happened and I've realized how somethings mean so little and yet others mean so much! Aloha All... Wow it's been a while since the last time I was on here! It's been a while since I've been on a computer period! This entry will prolly have a lot of emotions in it so if you don't wanna here complaining you might as well hit the [x] now! I had the idea I was gonna start this off and be all bitchy and shit, but right now I'm calm so I think I'll work with that till I become uncalm. Let's see... When I say what's the worst summer for you what events come to mind or what summer comes to mind?¿?¿ Mine would have to be the summer that I lost both my grandfathers. Not only did I lose them in the same year, but within the same week! I also had a close friend of mine get into car accident, she wasn't severely hurt so that's a good thing, but the accident still happened! I was on vacation in Ohio(visiting my Aunt -n- Uncle) when we found out about my grandpa so that got cut short(it actually only lasted 3 days, 1 day if your not counting the days we were on the road)! Hey wanna know what summer that was! THIS ONE, summer of 05'! Doesn't it sound great! That was my spectacular summer and I don't even wanna know what else is ahead of me! This has to be the worse summer of my entire life! I think I've cried so much in the last month that I don't think I could cry anymore even if I tried! Well I take that back, I thought the same thing after my first grandpa died and we see what happened after that! I would just like to say one thing though: I'm so SORRY to everyone...to everyone who I got mad at or who I said something mean or harsh to! To anyone who I got into a fight with or anyone I said things about or who I had drama with! To everyone of my very dear and loving friends! To all the people out there who care about me and are there for me! I'm sorry to all! We don't really realize what we go through, what we put our selve through, or what we put other people through until something big or tragic happens in our lives that make us realize what we have or what we've had! Well believe me I've had lots of time to think and i think it's helped me as a person and as a friend! I love my friends with everything I got and I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world! I wouldn't trade a single memory, a single laugh, a single tear, or a single hug! My friends mean more to me then life itself...I am never gonna find a group of people better then these! You all know who you are and you all know that you have a special place in my heart even if it's a little broken right now! I couldn't find the words to say how much I cherish each and every one of your great personalities! I would like to say one thing though! My family and I have become so close! Not that my family wasn't super close before! But in this time of tragedy we've turned to each other for strength, guidance, and reassurance and we've pulled together! I love my family more then anything else in the world and I'm so happy that I was blessed with people who love me so much! I love all of you out there and I hope that your lives are full of happiness, joy, and cheerfullness! I know there are other out there too who are suffering and in pain and I would just like to say I hope you make it through in this tragic time! Well I think I've gotten enough off my mind right now...so I'll see you guys later...
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~My long week!~

Listening to: Mom making dinner!
Feeling: beat
Thats the only emotion for me right now... Not that my life isn't hectic enough, let's add to it! Yeah that's basically whats been going on this past week! Let's see I already told you that my grandfather past away! But I didn't really go into detail on that! Talk about one huge gigantic mess it's turning into! Well obviously we had to make the funeral arrangments! That was a treat. And my mom and her family had to get into his safe to get his will and what a mess that made! My mom wished they never found the will, but anyways... My uncle flew in from Korea...yes I said Korea where he was stationed in the Army, he got in yesterday at midnight! My grandma went and picked him up! So now he's here, we're glad he's here we just wish it was under other circumstances! And while this is all going on my family and I are supposed to be going to Ohio saturday. That was when it was planned, but we just may leave a little later in the day! Yeah anyways...My grandfather's memorial(funeral) is Friday at 1:00 at bartrons funeral home! Then we're having a memily afterwards! That should be fun, not! And on top of that I've had to work this week which has been loads of fun! LOL! Other then that it's been just GREAT around here! Anyways... Jeff~umm...Thank for the comment! I live in northeatern Pa and I do have instant messanger! I would have left you a comment, but you didn't leave a username(if you have one!) Leave me another and I'll get back to you! Thanks! Brittany -or- Froggy~Yeah thanks for the comment whoever you are and right backatcha! Bye...
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~I don't even know any more~
Feeling: ambivalent
Nice emotion--- Hey everybody...sorry I haven't been on in like a month! SO much has been going on! I don't even think I've been on the computer in a month! Let's just say some good and some bad things happened! Well let's see I got my belly button peirced which was fun cuz Brianna went with me! We had a good time and then my bad news happened Saturday which effected my whole family and will for a while! My grandfather past away on saturday and it's been really hard on my family!we've just been going going going! To the funeral home, my other aunt's and uncles houses, and so many more! I just can't believe he's gone ya know! Well I think I better go I have to think! See ya next time...
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~{45}This week~

Listening to: Nothing right now...
Feeling: enigmatic
Lovein these emotions... This week was good my parents ended up going shopping and my sis and I stayed home and packed some more! Then yesterday was great, my last baseball game and believe me it was a blast even though I'm super sore! I stole 3rd yesterday and I slid and when I did I hurt my thigh! I have a huge deep brush burn going up my upper left thigh and then I was stealing home and the girl got the ball so I was running back to third and I slipped in mudd and I fell and scrapped up my right leg! So I have a big brush burn on my left thigh and a long brush burn extending from the back of my knee to my thigh! SO I can barely sit...lol! Then today I have to get EVERYTHING packed and ready when my dad gets home! When he gets home we're gonna head down and pick up my Johnna on the way! She's going camping with us! I can't wait, I'm so excited! I haven't seen My girl in like 4-ever and I get to spend the whole weekend with her, it's gonna be so great! Well I should prolly go pack so I'll write when I get back! Love ya all! See ya when I return! Stay Tuned...
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~~Fun-fun-Fun~~
Feeling: unloved
I love my emotions... This entry is prolly gonna be short cuz I have things to do and stuff to get done! I'm so excited for this weekend to come! This week is gonna be so hectic! Tonight my parents and I are going shopping to get stuff for our camping trip this weekend! It's gonna be great! Then tomorrow I have my last game and then friday we're going camping! And Guess who's coming with me!? My loverly Johnna Samantha Coryell! I can't wait a whole weekend camping just the two of us, what could be better! A whole week? yea that could be better...but maybe some other time! I'm so excited to hang out with my girl all weekend! WE need to catch up! Well I gotta go get stuff around...I'll write later! Stay tuned...
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~Survey~

Feeling: obnoxious
beautiful emoiton right... I was at work and bored so I did a survey... Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 35737 times on bzoink!--Your Favorite--Hair Color:any color...but I do like blondesEye Color:doesn't matter...but i love baby blues(Their)Music Genre Preference:anyHeight(estimate):I like a guy taller then me...but it really doesn't matterAge:around my age...can be a lil older or youngerPersonality Type:funny, smart, kind, an all around good personality--This or That--Older or Younger:eitherRomantic or Horndog:either(lol, j.k) romanticSmart or Stupid:smartFat or Skinny:doesn't matter (either)Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:doesn't matter (either)Punk or Preppy:PunkThe Big Picture or the Little Things:The Big PictureFlowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:doesn't matter (either)Mixtape or Burned CD:Burned CDLove or Lust:LoveEmotional or Just Not:EmotinalSincere or Jokester:gotta be sincere, but humorous tooHott and mean or Ugly and sweet:I don't know...Sexy or Just Cute:EITHERArse or Abs:AbsHair or Hands:EitherDimples or Eyes:EyesBiceps or Calves/Thighs:EitherTeeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :I don't know...Clean Shaven or Scruffy:EitherRugged or Prim and Proper:RuggedCountryboy or CityboyEitherDate alone or With FriendsBothMama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:Doesn't matter--Have You Ever--Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:Pretty sure that's a no!Loved a guy because he stalked you:not that I know ofLoved a guy because he hated you:umm...I don't think soAsked your friend's crush out:yes...:(Lead a guy on for kicks:no...I don't think so...Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:yes..(ashamed...lol...but who hasn't)Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:yes...but honestly who doesn't?Lied about not having a boyfriend:um...no commentLied about having one:no...pretty sure...Cheated:no...I hate that very much...Been Cheated on:Prolly...but who would know...Had a crush on a gay guy:I don't know...I dated someone who went gay a year or two after we broke up--Their Clothing(yes/no)--Boxers?:yesBriefs?:up to them...Hat?:yesSkater Shoes?:yesPimp Shoes?:i don' t know...Band Shirts?:doesn't matterVintage shirts?:noSouthpole/um..other thug clothes..?:yeaDixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:huhIndependent/DC?:yesS&M/Little Devil?:yesFox/Thor?:yesJeans or Shorts?:yes--Be Honest--Would you ever date a guy for his money?:no...nobody has money...lolWould you ever date a guy for his social status?:no...thats just stupid...I don't need a guy for thatHave you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:umm...hard questionHave you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?sadly yes...Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:yes and no...I've called girls whore but never while screwing lots of guysDo looks matter?:Sorta...I think everyone needs a physical attractionAre you honestly scared of being dumped?:depends on who's doing itDoes size matter?:um..;)Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:no...Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:no...(My friends are all beautiful)Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):noDo you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:depends on what it is?Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:noDo you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:i don't know...Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:no...if I KNOW he loves m that's all that mattersWanna be a virgin till marriage?no...Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?umm...Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:yes...who doesn't?Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:umm...Does this survey suck nuts?not really i guess...Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!
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~Working~
Feeling: kinky
What the fudge is my emotion?... Hey everybody, I know it's been a while, but I'm here so it's all good! LOL! Been super busy like always, work and all that good stuff! Actually I'm at work right now! Not bad I'm working to 4:30...for $30 a day not bad at all! Anyways... I known I've been super busy, but I miss my friends really bad! Haven't seen any of their wonderful faces since school got out which really sucks cuz I'm used to seein their beautiful faces everyday! I miss my Lacey Heather Posey the most! My girl is in New York with her mom for the summer which really sucks cuz I miss my bestest estest friend! I miss bein able to talk to her whever I want, I miss bein able to see her smilein face (which makes me smile), I miss her great personality and most of all I miss her dazzaling way of bringing me up when I'm down! I love you girl and can't wait till you come and stay with me! I miss all my friends though, like I said I haven't seen any of them, which sucks cuz I wanna see them so bad! I miss them so much and I'm having withdrawl...lol j/k! I do miss them alot though! I can't wait to see and have them over! It'll be a great time, no doubt! WEll I'm gonna go cuz I'm gonna take the kids outside to play...bbl...stay tuned...
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~GRADUATION~

Listening to: Nothin
Feeling: bemused
is my emotion anything like amused?... Anyways...Today was Graduation of 05' at Elk Lake High School and it was great! It's kinda sad knowing though...that you won't be able to walk down the hall and see these smiling faces again. Kinda sad when you think about it, but their moving on to better things and I'm so happy for them all! Anyways...I went and sat with Elysia and her family! And I cried. Dr. Cuomo(spelling error) was giving a speech and he started to cry and thats what got me! Then Kenny came down and gave him a hug and it was touching! And I cried when Amanda gave her Validvictorian speech, it was also touching! Then they were talking about Kaite and I started crying at that too! They had a lil memorial for her and Alan's brother, it was really touching. I had fun though, I went and gave everyone hugs, like, Nicci, Annie, Heather C, Sara L, Frenchie, Amanda C., and a bunch of others. I was supposed to be at Elysia's now, but my parents went to look at cars this morning and it took them longer then they thought to pick one out so we'll be a lil late, but that's okay! We should be going around 3:00 to Amanda's party and there are a bunch of others. We'll prolly visit a bunch since there are lots of them today that we we're invited to! Anyways... Congradulations to the GRADUATES of 2005! You've all done a wonderful job and I'm going to miss you all! Good luck in every thing you do! I hope you all reach your goals and dreams! I will miss each and every one of you great people! Well I'll prolly write when I get home if it's not too late! Stay tuned...
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~{40}Stolen Survey~
Listening to: Again Get Low...
Feeling: amused
Have you ever.... (X) smoked a cigarette ( ) smoked a cigar ( ) smoked anything else ( ) kiss a member of the same sex(Does my mommy count?)(LOL) ( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) stolen a car ( ) been in love(I don't know yet) (X) been dumped ( ) shoplifted ( ) been fired (X) been in a fist fight (X)snuck out of parent's house (X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (X) made out with a stranger (X) gone on a blind date (X) lied to a friend ( ) had a crush on a teacher (X) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (X) had/have a crush on one of your friends (X) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico ( ) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar.. ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire (X) eaten Sushi (X) been snowboarding ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship ( ) taken painkillers ( ) love someone right now (X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (X) made a snow angel (X) had a tea party (X) flown a kite (X) built a sand castle (X) gone puddle jumping (X) played dress up (X) jumped into a pile of leaves (X) gone sledding (X) cheated while playing a game (X) been lonely (X) fallen asleep at school ( ) used a fake ID (X) watched the sun set ( ) felt an earthquake (X) touched a snake (X) been tickled ( ) been robbed ( ) robbed someone (X) been misunderstood (X) pet a reindeer/goat (X) won a contest ( ) ran a red light ( ) been suspended from school (X) had detention (X) been in a car accident (X) had braces ( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night ( ) had deja vu (X) danced in the moonlight (X) hated the way you look ( ) witnessed a crime (X) questioned your heart ( ) been obsessed with post-it notes (X) squished barefoot through the mud (X) been lost (X) been to the opposite side of the country (X) swam in the ocean ( ) felt like dying (X) cried yourself to sleep (X) played cops and robbers (X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (X) sung karaoke ( ) paid for gas with only coins (X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (X) made prank phone calls (X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (X) caught a snowflake on your tongue ( ) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe (X) watched the sun set with someone you care about (X) blown bubbles (X) made a bonfire on the beach (X) crashed a party ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (X) gone rollerskating/blading (X) had a wish come true ( ) worn pearls (X) jumped off a bridge (X) screamed "penis" (X) ate dog food (X) told a complete stranger you loved them (X) sang in the shower (X) have a little black dress (X) fucked in a park(Oh yea all the time) (X) fucked in the bathoom(yup here too)(LOL) (X) had a dream that you married someone ( ) glued your hand to something(not that I remember) (X) got your tongue suck to a pole (X) kissed a fish (X) worn the opposite sexes clothes ( ) been a cheerleader (X) sat on a roof top (X) had sex at a church(ALWAYS...LOL) (X) screamed at the top of your lungs (X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (X) stayed up all night ( ) didn't take a shower for a week (eww!) (X) pick and ate an apple right off the tree (X) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house (X) are scared to watch scary movies alone ( ) believe in ghosts ( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes (X) worn a really ugly outfit to school ( ) gone streaking (lmao) (X) played ding-dong-ditch (X) played chicken fight (X) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger ( ) broken a bone (nope which is amazing for me) (X) been easily amused (X) caught a fish then ate it (X) made porn(every night) (LOL) (X) caught a butterfly (X) laughed so hard you cried (X) cried so hard you laughed (X) mooned/flashed someone (X) had someone moon/flash you (X) cheated on a test (X) forgotten someone's name ( ) slept naked(not usually) (LOL) (X) French braided someones hair (X) gone skinny dippin in a river ( ) been kicked out of your house Wow...some of those are interesting questions lol! I'll write more later bye!
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~B*L*A*H~

Listening to: Get Low...Lil Jon
Feeling: loved
Lovable...yup thats me...loved... Anyways...Been a long week but when isn't it for me. Today was our last full day of school...aww how sad...N*O*T! LOL! WE have finals tomorrow. Our Science and English, Fun-fun, n*o*t! Anyways...today I had my last 9th grade classes, it was fun didn't really do much! Civics(1st)-We went over our final reviews and talked! Geometry(2nd)-Went over our study guides and handed in our books! English(3rd)-We did this packet as a group and studied for our final! S/H(4th)-Nothing but wrote my science final out! Health(5th)-Had my final in that class, wasn't hard, thought it was super easy! ****!!!!Lunch!!!!**** Health(7th)-Finished my final and then wrote notes and was bored! Spanish(8th)-We finished watching "Racing Stripes" and talked. Great movie it was so cute! Science(9th)-Basically had a big study hall! Fooled around with Toni, Eric, Heather, and Cody S.! Auto Tech(10th)-Did pretty much nothing, but watched a movie! It was funny, It was on baseball bloopers! That was my last ninth grade classes! Wasn't it spectacular? LOL! Well until next time...
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~This Weekend~
Feeling: slutty
What the heck is my emotion...lol... This week and weekend were good for me! Well sorta, I had some problems in school Friday, but it's okay now! The next week is going to go by so fast, school's almost over and summer's almost here! Can't wait to have my summer of 05' here! It's gonna be great. Let's see Wednesday the lil guys had a game at Rush and beat them 20-13 i think. Then Thursday, ummm I don't remember what happened! Friday was okay, I kinda had a sorta bad day, sorta not. Gary was supposed to come over, but he had a doctor's appointment. We had a game Friday night and we lost, you should have seen our team, we looked like zoombies...lol! Well about the Friday school thing. Well in the morning Gary and I had a long talk and I just feel so bad for the kid. Then later in the day he punched a locker and I went and sat in the nurse's office with him! And then during study hall I found some stuff about someone who's really close to me, that was really sad to here! But then Gary's gonna be okay. Hopefully, I'm here for him and that's all I can do right now. And the other person I talked to and everything is okay right now. Well I think that's enough for now...so stay tuned till next time...
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~Over and Over again~

Listening to: Mike over AIM
Feeling: amused
lala...just got back...lala... Anyways... We just got back from Frankie and Sammy's baseball game! Thay won 20 to 13 against Rush! It was so cute. My sammy-jo got a triple off a hit and a RBI! I was so proud of her! Then we went out for ice cream afterwards! That was fun, but holy shit they give you alto of ice cream, I ordered a double dip, (1) of cookie dough and (1)of blackraspberry cheesecake and the girl gave me like 4! But it was a fun night...can't wait till this weekend...Friday I got a game and Saturday...we have a double header...fun-fun...
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~Boredom~
Listening to: nothin
Feeling: jealous
lol...boredom...haha...yea right... I always have a while in between my entries, lol! Some reason I don't know why, oh wait yes I do, I'm to busy to write in here, lol! well let's see what's happened lately... We've had 3 softballgames, and we've won 2 outta 3 not too bad to start off our season! Anyways...alot has been going on between lacey, my family, and her family! Long story that I think I'll save for another time! Speaking of Lacey, she came over this weeked! We had a blast! Friday we got home from school and went to Tunkhannock with my sis then came home and chilled while my dad went with his friends to a pioneers game and my mom went out with her friends. Then saturday we had practice in the morning then drove down to the wyoming county fair grounds for the monster truck show and it got cancelled so we went for pizza and ice cream and then came home and rented Blade Trinity off paperview. Then Wyatt, Teddy, and John showed up at like 10:30, wow was it fun! Anways...Sunday we went to Joe's game and then to the monster truck show which was rescheduled. That was fun then we came home and went to bed, we we're beat. Then sunday we went to my grandma's house for dinner and Lacey and I had a blast we shot my uncle's crossbow, went for a walk, and played outside! Then we went home. We got her stuff and took her home! Today was a great day in my opinion...I don't know why I just had a really good day! Kayla and I joked alot today and had a really fun time! Tonight was like the only night al month that We've actually just stayed home and did nothing, well sorta we had supper then went to Harding's for ice cream, but other then that we stayed home the rest of the night, lol! Then I got baseball again! so hectic... anyways...I think I'll wrap it up so cya...
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~{35}LONG TIME~

Listening to: nada
Feeling: enchanted
I just picked a random emoition...gotta love em... Wow, I haven't written in almost 2 weeks! Everyone else is liek writting everyday, it's juts i'm not on the computer at all that much anymore! I'm either playing baseball, coaching baseball, at school, st friend's houses, or anywhere else I might be! It's just soooo hectic lately! My bestest girl, Lacey, might have to move, well her dad kicked her out*sorta*! Anyways...she has to move back with her mom this summer, but she's gonna hopefully stay with us till then! I'm gonna miss her so much! That girl and I have become so close this year and I would be so devastated if I lost her! She means the worl to me and I don't know what I'd do without her! Anyways...I think I'm gonna start writing in here more, who knows but hopefully I will, cuz I have alot of shit I need to let go of, lol! I've been the teen pschyatrist(spelling) lately! I've helped SO many friends and I don't even know I do until after it's done or someone says something to me about it(know what I mean?)! Well I got practice at 6:00...so I'm gonna go get ready...ttyl...
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~Too Much~
Listening to: The TV
Feeling: vamped
Wow...so much happened... Wow lots of things happened tonight I don't even know where to begin! Well let's start when I got home! I got home from school then went we my dad to the lil guys practice! I came home and when I walked in the door my mom seemed all pissy! Well she was, she blew up, she was going off on this and that and stuff like that! So I said I'm like I'm going outside to think! So then I came back in and we had super and she appoligized for everything, she's like I shouldn't have jumped on you like that, it's not your fault, I love you and stuff like that! So it's all good now! Then I get on the computer and kayla is still upset about her diary not working or w/e! Then someone gets on it and makes all her private entries public! She had private stuff in there about alot of people! Some about me, which kinda hurt, but hey what can you do! But wow, that was a huge mess and I think it's done and over with, but I hope everything works out! Well that was my night... I'll write more tomorrow...
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~Then I got high~

Listening to: Myself singing
Feeling: cheery
NO I'm not high...lol... I have that song, Then I got high stuck in my head...lol...right Brianna! LOL! We had it stuck in your heads last period too! Idk...I haven't heard it in forever and it's suddenly stuck in my head! Who knows... Anyways... Today was good...I had a good day, I don't know about anyone else, but I did! I went home with my sis today, lol for once! One Tree Hill...One Tree Hill...is on to night...YAY! I'm so happy, I can't wait to see what happens to Nathan, if he dies I'll hate the show, just like I would have hated it if Lucas dies, they can't just kill off these people! Anyways... I'm bored...so I think I'll write later... Until Next Time...
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~Lib-er-ary~
Listening to: Kayla talking
Feeling: zealous
Feeling...yummy...lol... I'n the library with Kayla(my lovely) and Katie(I love you)! We're bored and I have my science homework to do! Kayla is really upset right now, cuz she can't log onto her diary! I feel bad for her! I don't know whats going on or why it won't work we both tried it and it wouldn't work! WEll I better do my homework...ttyl... Next time...
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~Library~

Listening to: People Typing
Feeling: bouncy
LOL, I love my moods... I'm in the library right now with Katie and yes(the loser) KAyla! LOL, I'm just picking kayla I love you and you know it! Anyways, today is going great so far! I had study hall with my lovey lover Johnna, yes the loser, j/p, I love you kayla, and a bunch of other great people! Who I love, lol, we had a great time, non-stop laughing! Well It's 5th period, right before lunch! Cheese filled sticks is for lunch, woohoo! Lol! Anyways...I'm gonna go I'm bored so I'll write later when I get home! Until next time...stay tuned...
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