School starts in five days! I can't believe schools starts in five days! This summer went bye fast. andf soon school starts. I'm so freeked out. I'm not a good person for change. High school is going to be so different from middle school. and it doesn't help that the school I'm going to, I don't want to go there. I wanted to go to hamilton. But at first my mom told me that I couldn't go there. She thought that I wanted to go there because my friends were all going there. But that wasn't why I wante to go there. I wanted to go there because they have a video program and they have a great astronomy program. as for my friends going there that would just have been a pluse. I wouldn't have reallly seen them. unless we had one of the me clsses. But inally when my mom said yes it was to late and I couldn't go. so this stinks. Then I was going to try to get into riverside but I just got put on a waiting list. adn there classes are going to be like 40 kids per class. So now I'm stuck going to town of lake. and my mom works there so that's no fun. there's even more pressure becuase I always have someone watching over me. I don't have my own space. I love my Mom I really do but school was like the place that you could go to hang out with friends and get away from your parents adn just be able to have fun and focus on school. But i guess I just have to deal with it. there's nothing that I can do now.