There's an ache in my head that won't go away. It just exists, panging in the back of mind. It's quite aggravating. There's a lot of things going on in my life, and it's hard to find time for any one thing or any one person. The most important thing is balance. Balance my friends, family, school, college plans, soccer, boyfriend... Without it, a persons world could come crashing down. Your words burn deep. Your actions, even deeper. It's hard to just watch you give up. Maybe I was never anything to you, after all. Our future is looming and our time is short. I feel like I'm stuck, doomed to watch my world from afar as it shifts and changes with the passing seasons. Only 3/4 to go. They always say to live everyday like it's your last, and the important thing for me to do now is spend time with those I love. They won't be around much longer.