Hmm. Today was fun, but the rest of this week, not so much. Its not a good idea to get four girls in one room together for three days. It was not a pretty sight. But I just put in the headphones and read Wicked, which is actually not a bad book. I like it so far, and disregarding the fact that Derek said that it was boring, I'm glad I bought it. But anyway, what I really wanted to ask was this, and I hope that I don't sound whiney or clingy or anything. I hope. But... Have you ever missed someone so much that it hurt? Its like an aching hole in my chest. And I'm not even exagerating, I can really feel it. It sucks. And as a downside, its just a constant reminder that he's not here, and that I can't even talk to him. Every second its there its just another moment that I count in my head the number of days until he gets back and I can see him again. It really sucks, and I feel like I'm wicked dependant on him, and I don't want to be. He was my constant and without him I'm falling apart a little bit, and its rather scarey. And frustrating. And to be honest, a little bit sad. Oh well. Theres nothing I can do but try to ignore it. I just wanted to know if anyones ever felt this way or if its just me being dramatic.