Listening to: Funeral For a Friend-Hours
Feeling: abused
hmm where to begin...
all day all i hurd was "WOW YOUR SO FUCKEN STUPID!!!" so yeah i guess im stupid and they think that im being retarted in the way i am acting but holy shit i mean honestly if you felt the way i felt when that shit was happening you would be the same fucken way...
jsut because i dont wanna rush things and shit ppl think im being fucken stupid and being dramatic... well listen to me just because me and Terry have been dating fer 2 FUCKEN WEEKS doesnt give him the right to try to do shit with me... i know he cares about me and i know he loves me and i know he isnt using me but honestly... i think that shit should be taken slow...
i dont wanna have sex er do shit... and im sorry that this is happening like this..and im sorry that i cryed and freaked out but really... i didnt know how else to react...
i do love you and i do wanna be with you.. but this is going wayyyyyyy to fast...
saying i love you...
Trying Stuff..
2 weeks?...
anyone agree?
*lost*
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