here let me spell this out for all of you.. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME DONT LEAVE COMMENTS :) uh.. yeah well this weekend was fucken dumb.. Dude yesterday when i was in the shower i got really dizzy, and like almost passed out in the shower.. it was really scary.. I fucken couldnt hear nething and my ears started ringing, and then my legs felt like they fell asleep and then my eyes went black.. wow it was hella scary, im going to the doctors again to get that shit checked out... Honestly i really think sumthing is wrong with me... :-/ I Have the sudden Urge to smoke Weed? hmm well i know what immmm doin tonight :) ¢¾Doug* Editt:::: Wow im starting to get like pissed, doug doesnt come to class nemore..and its like annoying... i HATE not being able to see him everyday, and then i just get agrivated, and shit and idk..Im notmad at him im just gah idk..like i honestly get SADDD when i dont see him, like he is leaving like right now to go to sum lumber shit, and like im sad.. like i feel like crying.. I Just dont know what the fuck to do... i Really care about him and shit, and idk. hes like not dedicated to anything... like he only comes to C.j to see me.. he doesnt even want to be there... and idk.. Like he is an amazing kid, and i want to be with him, but why doesnt he try hard.. i just dont get it.. idk, maybe im just .. GAH.. Im just a fuck up i guess... Saving Jane-Girl Next Door Small town homecoming queen Shes the star in this scene Theres no way to deny shes lovley Perfect skin perfect hair Perfumed hearts everywhere Tell myself that inside shes ugly Maybe I'm just jealous I can't help but hate her Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door Senior class president She must be heaven sent She was never the last one standing A backseat debutaunt Everything that you want Never to harsh or too demanding Maybe I'll admit it I'm a little bitter Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door Oh an I'm just the girl next door I don't know why I'm feelin sorry for myself I spend all my time wishin that I was someone else She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands I get A little bit she gets a little more Shes Miss America and... she's Miss America I'm just the girl next door...