Listening to: What do you do in this situation?
Wow... why can friends be so... weird? Conflicting? I dunno... I have some friends who are feeling lousy... and really want to cheer them up because I hate to seem them feeling so down... and on the other side... because I am spending time trying to cheer them up... I feel bad because I am ingoring everyone else. Life can be so confusing. I just realized that many times when Cait writes in her journal or emails me she says she misses me. And I never say it back. But it's true I do miss her so much and I love her so much too. If you are reading this Cait I just want to tell you that and that I really am sorry for all of the lousy things that I have ever done. Because you don't deserve them... Not one bit...
pero, la otra cosa est... i write when something's wrong, i never write just to fill people in on day to day stuff... so if what's bothering me doesn't get written eve, its there between the lines & it feels better cause i can't talk to people about what bothers me but you write the good as well as the bad... so it just happens that you only hear me griping lol... don't worry so much querido