well.. Shaners is over... rolled down a hill and his shoulder's swollen. i guess that's it. oh yeah, apart from this. Dylan hates me, i can understand why. i promised him that i wouldn't cut my arms, but i did.. about 5 times after i said i wouldn't. and now, i'm depressed 'cause i know i've upset him, and that's the last thing that i ever wanted to do. i would've rather died than make him upset. but i have. so i guess i'd better get going. fuck this life if it has to end like this