fuck this, i really have had enough of everything. Nobody is helping me, everybody just seems too far away from me, i feel fucking pathetic and weak... and i keep falling for it. over and over and over. and i fucking HATE IT because I can't stop. I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT ANY OF YOU. For all I care, this could be my last entry. It probably won't though, seeing as I keep on craawwwwwling back! Hahaha! What a fucking idiot I am! Ha! I'm getting a new diary.