i had a massive arguement with my parentsa few days ago... and guess what good-old-me almost did. yes. i almost very nearly grabbed my bottle of anti-biotics and i almost... killed myself. and i would've. if my parents left the house at that moment, i would've done it. but i didn't. so i'm okay now. ... anyway... yeah. FISH-PEN-BREAD. i really miss you, Dylan. You know that, right? And please believe me, when i cut myself i didn't do it to piss you off, and I tried my HARDEST not to... but.. it just happened. I love you so much and i just need to chat/talk to you again. i miss you so fucking much... rhian x p.s - fuck gideon. he's such a gay.