everything else does matter. one little thing should not bring your whole world down. i let that do it to me too much. so ive decided to let one small thing to pick me up and get on with my life. i guess life's not that bad at all. school is still crappy, but oh well. i still have the rest of my life. today wasnt bad, i barely did anything at school. then i had dinner with staci. some of u might not think so but shes a good person to open up to. i have a lot of things to look forward to. senses fail concert, further seems forever concert, and possibly knotts scary farm on the night of halloween. oh and hanging out with kami on saturday, i really miss hanging out with her. we havent had a real talk in a while. saturday will be our night. grrrr...i wanna play a show sooooooo bad. but we only have one new song. but i jsut wanna play damnit. december is our month though. it'll be worth it. i hope.