I dont even know how to start. Everything is just so.....I cant even describe it. I found myself reading all the little notes in my yearbooks,every one of them since elementary school. It's just kind of weird when you see what someone wrote in your yearbook and now you dont even talk to them. Or just how different things are now. It's just not the greatest feeling when you see how many friends you've pushed away or friends that pushed me away. I even read all my sit D and melo entries. Remember melo? www.melodramatic.com/users/rightshoe I havent updated it since my "birthday" last year. The majority of all my entries are pretty stupid/depressing. Right now...i guess i feel confused? Just dont know what im gonna do. Ever get that feeling when u wake up and ask urself what am i gonna do with my life? Looking at all my yearbooks and entries still make me wonder what i did wrong. Cant exactly learn from ur mistakes when u dont know what u did. Im feeling so...lost/confused/alone/nostalgic. Man Im such an emo kid.