A Touch of Nostalgia

by note2self
Feeling: resentful
Well tonight I actually hung out with Tristin. I don't think ive hung out with her since before summer. We went to starbucks and then went to her house and we looked at all of her pictures. I really miss her. Its amazing to see how much has changed within the last two years. You know there was once a time when I was actually happy. Im sick of being so down all the time. I really do need a break from here. Don't get me wrong, i love this place but i just need to leave. Hopefully i get into Santa Barbara or Santa Cruz. Those pictures really made me sad cause I used to actually like my friends. I AM GOING TO LIST ALL OF THE FRIENDS I HAVE LOST...jared, mike, eddie, eric, tristin, jen, kami, brandon, courtney, kevin, frank, peter...the list goes on. Im gonna try to rebuild a few of those friendships. But really, I don't like a lot of the people on that list. I like a certain few but thats it. The rest...im sorry but you're lame, pathetic, and big fucking hypocrits. Ill say it to your face if you want me to. I know it sounds that i like to judge and that i think im so perfect and blah blah blah...trust me, i dont think that. I have no problem hanging out with any of those people above, there's a reason why i used to be friends with them. Ive just accepted everything. High school was/is an experience. I dont regret anything, i just wish things could've been better FINAL THOUGHT: im an emo kid
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i hope u get ur happiness back, feeling down really sucks. after highschool you'll lose even more friends thats just the way it is. it just becomes more evident who ur true friends are. but the drama, that lasts after highschool. it sux really. well um, happy january the 11th, cheer up man.
funny yet soo true

bucky
[Anonymous]
pom and cigs?


ughhhhhh?
note2self -- FFTL<333 there the best.
[Anonymous]
everyone else is sick of you being down too dennis.
people have changed ..a lot not for the good but if you dont even hang out with them anymore or anything then why does all of that effect you so much.
remember when we used to talk bout how stupid our friends were because they talked shit on eachother all the time? well cant you see youve become that .. maybe that contributes to your unhappiness..negativeness.
i donno
just see the good
[Anonymous]
you used to be friendly and out going but too many people ruined that. maybe you lost every single girl on that list because you went about youre relationships with them wrong. maybe some of those guys are the exact same excuse. im not saying its all your fault at all. a lot of those people ruin things well on their own. most are hypocrites with empty promises. find the right ones i guess? accept the sorroundings? it could be you.
[Anonymous]
the truth of the matter is leaving this place isnt going to change your view of everyone. people are the same no matter where you go. it isnt yorba linda that makes people a certain way. as much as people have let you down, you've let them down. getting away wont change that. step outside the box. if EVERYONE is the problem then maybe they arent the problem at all. maybe its you. maybe you expect too much and get let down.. maybe...
[Anonymous]
the truth of the matter is leaving this place isnt going to change your view of everyone. people are the same no matter where you go. it isnt yorba linda that makes people a certain way. as much as people have let you down, you've let them down. getting away wont change that. step outside the box. if EVERYONE is the problem then maybe they arent the problem at all. maybe its you. maybe you expect too much and get let down.. maybe...
[Anonymous]