she thinks i hate it here and just wont say it but i really dont hate it at all. we left an extremly good thing that we both took for granted. sure it was expensive to live but we could live the dog again and we could have a social life. now that i look back on it i really did like it and had no reason to leave at all. we had good friends, i had a job that could have taken me somewhere in life but we had to leave for the chance to do the same in another place which is fine i guess. maybe one day you will see it the way i do but if not i guess oh well.