I think i can offcially say that i am addicted to tobacco and it sucks. I have a drug test tommrrow afternoon and i hope i pass. It was hallowen night that i last smoked and it was only a little bit. I am going to go see about how much a home drug test cost and how mush a detox drink costs as well because i am pretty nervous about it. Yesterday would have three years and i didnt spend it will the person i most wanted but thats ok im cool with it. For all i know she is dating some other dude and not caring about me at all which is also ok. I have accepted that fact. Anyways training start at basin on monday and i am super stoked even though there is not a damn bit of snow anywhere to be found but it will come hopefully sooner rather than later.