should have stayed out longer tonite to keep you off my mind. I need to start getting out of the house to make it easier cuz the only person i am hurting is myself. I have truely accepted the fact that we eventually are going to date other people some sooner rather than later. The past few months have been the hardest of my life and i never thought it would be this way. I moved home to a place where i have no friends to that i can open up too and really tell them how i am feeling. I am hiding it extremely well because nobody knows how badly i am hurting deep inside and no one cares im sure. I wish you didnt make it look and sound so easy and i know it sounds bad but i wish you were hurting like i am. I only want the best for you and that is the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Peace Love Unity Respect