well tommorow would have been three years. it has the potential to be a very emotional day but i hope not for many reasons. Hockey makes everything better and for the next 2 nights my mind wont be wandering off thinking about all the things that i really need to get over already. I need an outlet to be able to put all this emotion into but i dont have one and it builds and builds and then what happened last night happens all too often. I am tired mentally and emotionally. I need to make this stop. Peace Love Unity Respect