I have spent the last hour studying. Now I am drained so this is my break. Still optomistic, yet hesitant I am. That was Yoda talking Talking Yoda was that. You know how that is. How is that know you. Feelings (any level) suck. Just as I was finished closing one door, another one (the other one) was shut in my face. So even though I'm technically not supposed to care, I'm disappointed. Even though I don't want you anymore, that doesn't mean that someone else should have you. I'm selfish like that.