Kevin is never going to be my boyfriend He's not even going to be my friend Wow, even though it has taken me what? three years to come to complete terms with in? I'm cool now. Let's not try to make myself look sad I've liked other boys since then other boys have been floating around since then but the difference is that I'm not into them as much (that is the sad part) Today I honestly looked at myself in the mirror and asked myself why I put myself in the impossible situation of liking the boy who always has the girlfriend anyway. Would I really ever try to break a couple up? no Did I like him because I knew he had a girlfriend? maybe Did I like the attention? yes Did I actually think something would happen down the road? definately That's the big part,I always thought that he'd come around, or some freak of nature event would happen that would send him my way. nope. That's my problem, I lose interest once I find out someone likes me I'm the asshole I guess I'll wrap up this entry with some final words: I listen to songs from 2004 I listen to them and think of you and how I thought I was on the verge of something great you and I could have really been something and now we don't even talk I spent all that time liking someone I didn't even know. I bid you adieu, with love, vickie