My skin looks so good right now! Thank God! A lot of things have changed for me and I'm still trying to figure out whether the benefits outweigh the negatives. I'm also about 3 months from being a real nurse. The thought of being personally responsible for the complete care of another human being scares the living shit out of me. Thankfully, it has yet to show. No more blue scrubs, ever. I stopped everything having to do with Alex. I guess I just cut things off before it became any more complicated than it already was. I'm tons happier now. I have so much time for myself lately. Thank God I like hanging out with me.