So I am posting this entry from my not so brand new smart phone. Where did I leave off? brief recap of my life thus far: graduating from college within the next week. I feel guilty for not being as excited as I should be. I also was accepted into graduate school I consider this a bigger deal than graduation because I' ve actually worked harder to acheive this goal: 250 applications, 180 interviews. 65 spots. 1 just for me. i'ts all so overwhelming when I take on that perspective,but i've been relatively quitet about it for god knows why. eh i'll be unemployed for the first time in 6 years come friday and @ don't quite know what to do with myself. this semester has failed to challenge me in any respect and it's ironic thatonly know have I taken the time to reflect upon it. whether it's the fact that I feel as though I've been robbed of a sense of creativity I may have once had or my increasing apathy toward myself and others is the cause has yet TBD and now I'm only boring myself. adieu