Grrrrrrr I have been sitting in the living room for the past 30 minutes with a knife in my hand..And i feel to..weird to do anything. The funny thing is, my dad just walked in pissed as usual, and didnt even ask why i had a knife in my hand...I aint bothered..I am actually rather happy because if it was my mum walkin in and not my dad she would probably of ... i don't know Done some thing? No word from claire..I feel stranded because all my friends live miles away and i am in this shit hole Gawd i can't wait till the summer holidays. - a quick poem i made just of my head - My wrists never lie I leave that job for my plastic smile My hearts cold as ice Its the blood that flows out of me thats warm My body...Numb My soul...dead I am breathing but still not alive To scared to die.. But petrified live I close my eyes Flash'z of redness appear representing the blood that slithers on me, and in me Making a pool in my half-clasped hand Just like the tears that flow down my white cheek Will another drop of blood, or another shed tear make a differance? ----------------------------------- Quick survey thing i took.. Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:Yeah Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:Yeah.. Have you ever been in a fist fight?:Yup Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:yeah Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:Noo! Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:Cant say i have.. Have you ever cussed?:i aint a fuckin saint! Have you ever been on a subway?:Yup Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:Lol.. yes Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:Just a little end of topic thing..nuffing inportant Have you ever skipped school?:Yup Have you ever egged someones house?:Lol no..Not yet any way Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:Yup Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:Nope Have you ever missed someone?:All the time. Have You Ever? brought to you by BZOINK!

First entry in timmme..Nothing much has happened..on this hellhole. Music fest. this weekend though!Yayness. I'll try not to get my stumuch pumped out. Cba writing Much love xx

woo. for the last two fridays ive been at partys..both sucessful and not in there own little ways. Hmm..I feel really úber ill. meh cant be bothered writing Hola atcha boy.

woooo havent wrote in this forever. Nothing much been happening..Cept this dude likes me..wheee..but i don't like him..b00. ah well. life goes on. I am like drowning in exams...But thats..Okay? Its really hard..But i'll get there. Hmmmeh. ;over n out; ::Chloe::

heh havent wrote in a while so thought id do a lil session of telling u that absalutly nothings happend in my life..well,almost. im reading this really good book - one of very little books ive actually took the time to read- and yeah.party on friday, then sundays xmas! YAYYYYYYYYY the managers son in the hotel is up so i'll be rite in there checking him out ;| mwahaha. anyway love yews xx

today was a really fun day went to oban with some mates etcc etc..but when i got home i was at this fun thing but then when i was walking back home i saw my mate with this dude i had a crush on like 23127years ago..and he has a g/f.. shes a bitch tho,but still..i was like what the fuck-ski? Anyway Bleh its made me..Numb? basicly Gah Loves yews xx <3

Wo0t its friday and im a happy bunny. Dont really know why, just nothings went wrong today =D Going shopping with some of my biatches tomorrow..With like..£2.. haha..ah.. Yeah..Boredish now but thats okayyyyy..I have about 2692347823 sheets of homework for Mon but i'll worry about that in the very very very early hours of monday morning. Hm..Hope everyones feeling as good as i am =D im just really tired and a bit of my gums sore..ouchies. Anyway nothing life threatning Luffles yous xx

today was quite a good day, cause i didnt haves to do PE =) wee.Meh n meh best mate had our first "argument" ever ever =O twas weird.heh but were over it nowwwwwwwww. I was right,as usual..Heh..Nah.. Anyway.Loves yarz. Xx

heh last night was so fun. me and three of mi mates stayed at one of meh mates sister's flat.was hot! =D We were being randomly crazy n i didnt even drink..which im proud about! we ate chocolates n whatched music videos & danced,.a lot.n had girlie chats n then blew up condoms n set them off down the 3 blocks of flats..as you do, of corse. Its so bloody cold! I got a scanner yayyy..scanned some pics of Josh,this lad who used to live here but doesnt any more but i stil speak to him on msn so its cool..he was like my first ever "boyfriend" if u can call it that.Twas hot Anyway Loves yews XxX

aint wrote in a bit..heh.. first of december today!! wo0t =D Haha..anyway today was a really good day.. Till i got on the bus and got attacked with a ruler by a like 11 year old :| its little things like that, that ruin my whole day. ah well Chin up =) Luvz yars xx

ello my sexy people. Today was quite boring I got 13% in my maths exam..WoO0t rock on.. er..i told my best friend i was bulimic yesterday and she started cryin n going "I dont want you to die!!" lmao.shes a lil bit of a drama queen as you can probably guess. she wants me to go to the dr's but..Meh. HmmmMm..what else is going on.. Oh yeah..shes going to a rugby match 2morrow which is a really big one (scotland V all blacks) n it'll be on the TV and she says when everyone goes quiet she'll shout out my name. lmfao. and my other bestist chick is in ireland getting her black belt in ti-giit-su or whatever. thats about it loves yarz xxx

Haha today was actually..Ok.. Hmm first we had..admin..which was a total skive..we just sat there surfing the net for about 20 days.Then biology was funny as fuck,like usual.Theeeeeeeen we had PE but luckily for me we didnt cause some cunts where using the PE hall & no teacher came to find us so me n some of the girls went in the boys changin rooms with the lads n played big brother..heh was funny.Then maths..was shite.TheNnnnnnnnnn english was ok..Then craft..was also shite. But yeh,relativly good day for me.Nothing much to report. Stilllllllll singleeeeeee even ---------- is half way towards gettin a boyfriend and in school she gets slagged to bits cause..i dunno..some people think shes weird,i do sometimes..But she's ok.But still..Her..and lads..wtf?! Gah =( and sams on to his like 12th girlfriend since me.I cant belive i was his first kiss and now he's gone thru about 897826753908204380497247863197238 and a half girls. Anyway Much luv chloe xxx ---- oh yeh random unimportant update, i made myself sick for the first time in about 9 months.Gah.

Heh found some prettyfull quotes.. ●relax , it`s not like you love me back. ●Last night I fell asleep with my headphones with a song that reminded me of you <33 ●you don`t have to be together for him to break your heart ●All a girl really needs « - -. .- - - - - - <3- - - - - -' ' - - » - Is her best friend ●Memory thats full of fun Fucked up, when it's all done =) ●A locked door, a rusty razor, a towel stained with red. A folded note, a broken mirror, and young girl lays there dead. Their emotions tangle, the room begins to swirl. She was Mommy's perfect angel and Daddy's little girl. ●it's the hardest thing in the universe is listening to the guy you love talking about the girl you want to be ●his lips are like vodka && i want to get wasted <3 ●what am i supposed to do? i`m [ falling ] for this boy who has no clue ●&& i guess she just got tired of always being S E C O N D B E S T .. ●Did you know that her favorite color is pink, or that she is terrified of the dark? everytime she thinks of you she smiles? She doesn't want to care for anyone because its just a way of getting hurt..did you know that she hates arguing but shes so good at it? that she hates going one day without talking to you? Did you know that she loves the way you look at her? or that she finds it crazy that someone can say one thing and mean something completly different? but what bothers her most is that when someone walks into her life knowing they can't stay. ------------- Thats all for now, Biznitches. Much love, Your Master and Owner Chloe. <3

hehe "spazzy"..Hah.. Anyyyyyway.. I was at a party lastnight, it was quite good although the music was shit. Not much gossip from that really.. Then i went to a place 2 watch some of my friends play rugby, they asked me to join..But its freezing and im feeble!Gah-i used to do cheerleading,somehow i don't think im cut out for rugby. I got some wikid photos taken on my disposable camera,was gonna take my digital camera but i thought i'd drop it when i was pissed or something..But it turned out i didnt drink! Heh my mum would be so proud..if she ever found out. ------------- Annnnnyway..I made this icon..inspired by The Used lyrics.. as always u can use it,just please give credit/write a comment.

haha one of robbie williams songs wuur stuck in my head for the whole of today so i made it in to the officialy worst icon ive ever made ever. the lyrics are rawking tho, even tho it is robbie.williams. Haha.Today was ok altho one of mi mates was cryin cause her grandad died.. Blah blah blah to busy to write..basicly lol =| C yahs xxx

Wheeeeeeeeeee Hey people..Made another icon..Its the lyrics of a really,really cheesy song but i like it..And kinda adapted them to fit in to it..Hehe.. As always, please give credit/comment if your planing to use it.. Anyway.. Today was alright,a bit slow but ok. Been lazing about all day..Havent really done much whatsoever.. Hehe...Party next friday though i think -wo0tness. anyway much love- sexhead.

Bahaha.Has been a really boring Saterday but i got in to a bust up with some chick 'cause she was cought snogging my mates boyfriend..so we hunted her down & i don't think she'll be kissing people for a while..BahAHhaAh..ah. i heard this quote the other day, don't know where its from but i liked it and made it in to a icon..(mite take a second to load) Vo-la!..Or something, as always please give credit/comment if your planing to use it..Thankoo hunnies. loves ya xxx

Hehe..Okay..Im bored so heres a list..Not just any list though,oh no - its much more than a list..Tis CHLOES list! ooer Before i die i want to.. Go paragliding.. Be happy with my weight and appearance. Have more self confidence Fall inlove and not get meh heart broke.. Have a threesome. Drive about in a pink limo with my friends. climb up something really high and scream untill it hurts Get at least one tattu. Have atleast one child and if nothing else.. to live Quotes that i like : After hot sex i always like to gaze into his eyes and say those 3 special words.................GO HOME NOW =) No contract or strings attached, Just like your boyfriend when you where 11.

Today was fun there was a powercut when we were getting changed from pe and it was pitch black and my best friend thought it'd be funny to make me shit myself..(Not litulery,duh!).. Heh..Yeh thats about itttt.. This island is so boring.'specialy this bit..Tis stupid. Anyway, I was listning to some Hip Hopppppy music..and made this.. enspired by My humps~Black eyed peas Created by Chloe..Aka ME Oh yeh..Im willing to take requests..if u want..although im crappy..But yeh..Wo0t In a bit, sex heads <3

Yay celtic won there game! 2-0! YAASSS!! Heh, so - in celebration of that ive made an icon for celtic it is REALLY crappy but i just didnt have a lot of time to make it prettyfull.. so here it goes(if my HTML skills work) Please feel free to use it if u want,credit would be nice..erm, i know it wont suit everyone seen as lots of you aint from scotland, and some dont support them..But bleh. Anyway today was coolness i spose..Average..day.. cant b assed writing bout it tho. Love yaz xxx