FUCK SAKE Grrr My life is in shreds. Richie/Josh doesnt care about me This whole fucking Party thing is crumbiling away Christmas is gonna be shit, Mums gonna drink, dads gonna drink. Drunk dad + drunk mum = ARGUMENTS. Grar "in africa there wont be any snow" I dont want any fuckin snow, all i want is a Happy Christmas were my familys happy. A 'normal' christmas. Ive never had one of those before. Is it so much to ask. I dont want any pressents or any of that bullshit I just want mi mum n dad to be fucking HAPPY GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. This partys gonna b shit as well, i can tell. I hav to stay at ******'s house (SHE WILL BE STALKING ME FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING DISCO) because *****'s Sister wont let us all stay there, i asked Aline but she is having like the whole feckin school staying at hers, i asked Sam but SUPRISE BLOODY SUPRISE She is staying at Alines. Grar. Dear Santa, Buy me a gun and one bullet for christmas