~Real friends stab you at the front~

Feeling: vulnerable
Okay, First things first. Just because my username is problem,it doesnt mean i need your help. If you must know my whole life is one big problem, and i have to cope with thousands of them each day. i appresiate it if you "Care" about my situation(s)..But i wouldnt bother..Because i dont. -Moving on!- I have actually ate breakfast today, i can actually feel the pounds gaining allready. I am in one of those moods were i just want to cause a fight and forget all my problems had ever existed.3 more days till the summer holidays-Horrah. I have no money in my phone so i cant even contact any of my friends.Its pissin down so i dont think i will go out. I mite write more later Love u n leave u. ~problem~ ----------------------------- The rest of the poem i have made =) Invisable, thats how i feel The nightmares i have worsen, and slowly become real The anger within these four walls grow each night Like a shark in a tank with me, waiting to take a bite Its as clear as it can be In black and white You still dont get it Your so foul of spite I'll write it on my arm With blood as my ink And mabe then it will get through to you And start to make you think. These tears that come down my face are clear But if you just look hard anough you can see me And my fear I'm so afraid to close my eyes But my nightmares hold my hope Its in these horrid dreams That i can just about cope. Invisable, thats how i feel The nightmares worsen, and slowly become real The anger within these four walls grow each night Please just take my hand And show me the light.
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thanks for your help... i have one more quick q.. how did you get the words in your header to have that outline/shadow thing? they look awesome. i like the changes you've made in your journal.. its lookin' gooood.. :D. ttyl

xoxo, *rissa [rissakay]
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the advice had been updated... sorry it took so long
[Anonymous]
You should listen to some brain adams, he is a good musician, But yea, totally feel you about the problem thing with the whole, i jus tthink unless someone asks for someones opinion then they should keep their nose out of it you know, but what do i know i'm just 19, laters
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