Listening to: Light up - snow patroll
Feeling: vulnerable
Okay, First things first.
Just because my username is problem,it doesnt mean i need your help.
If you must know my whole life is one big problem, and i have to cope with thousands of them each day.
i appresiate it if you "Care" about my situation(s)..But i wouldnt bother..Because i dont.
-Moving on!-
I have actually ate breakfast today, i can actually feel the pounds gaining allready.
I am in one of those moods were i just want to cause a fight and forget all my problems had ever existed.3 more days till the summer holidays-Horrah.
I have no money in my phone so i cant even contact any of my friends.Its pissin down so i dont think i will go out.
I mite write more later
Love u n leave u.
~problem~
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The rest of the poem i have made =)
Invisable, thats how i feel
The nightmares i have worsen, and slowly become real
The anger within these four walls grow each night
Like a shark in a tank with me, waiting to take a bite
Its as clear as it can be
In black and white
You still dont get it
Your so foul of spite
I'll write it on my arm
With blood as my ink
And mabe then it will get through to you And start to make you think.
These tears that come down my face are clear
But if you just look hard anough you can see me
And my fear
I'm so afraid to close my eyes
But my nightmares hold my hope
Its in these horrid dreams
That i can just about cope.
Invisable, thats how i feel
The nightmares worsen, and slowly become real
The anger within these four walls grow each night
Please just take my hand
And show me the light.
xoxo, *rissa [rissakay]