Listening to: radio 1
first things 1st, Thanks for the comments i got yesterday
Well today was O.K . well no it wasnt.
our school time tables totaly changed and its really crappy because in geography the only girls in my class are
April (my best friend) suposidly
me
n Holly (loud mouth..even louder than me..and she needs to shut the fuck up if she wants to have any friends at all left.)
Yeah and aprils being really bitchy to me in geography..she doenst talk to me in it and is always partners with holly..And she told me she doesnt like holly!The worst bit is, if we need to go in partners i need to go with the boys.Psshh.
Any way i better go..before i do i guess i will post possibly the crappyest poem i have ever wrote
But hey..
we only live once.
Just Details
Touch the warmth that fills my heart
See the smile that fills my face
Listen to me laugh and tell jokes
hoping this day will never end
Thats what lies fills my dark heart
i guess happyness and suicide are hard to tell appart
One of these days, you will wake up and see the true me
With blood on my hands, locked up not free.
Touch the scars that haunt my wrists
See the tears that flood down my face,
Listen to my soul that trembles each night, hoping the pain will go away.
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Hmm, actualy that poems growing on me..
What to u's think ? =)
suicidalscars
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sorry, i had to say that