I mite even smile just for you..

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first things 1st, Thanks for the comments i got yesterday Well today was O.K . well no it wasnt. our school time tables totaly changed and its really crappy because in geography the only girls in my class are April (my best friend) suposidly me n Holly (loud mouth..even louder than me..and she needs to shut the fuck up if she wants to have any friends at all left.) Yeah and aprils being really bitchy to me in geography..she doenst talk to me in it and is always partners with holly..And she told me she doesnt like holly!The worst bit is, if we need to go in partners i need to go with the boys.Psshh. Any way i better go..before i do i guess i will post possibly the crappyest poem i have ever wrote But hey.. we only live once. Just Details Touch the warmth that fills my heart See the smile that fills my face Listen to me laugh and tell jokes hoping this day will never end Thats what lies fills my dark heart i guess happyness and suicide are hard to tell appart One of these days, you will wake up and see the true me With blood on my hands, locked up not free. Touch the scars that haunt my wrists See the tears that flood down my face, Listen to my soul that trembles each night, hoping the pain will go away. ---------------------------------------- Hmm, actualy that poems growing on me.. What to u's think ? =)
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yeah..i've thought of suicide but then decided not to. i don't know y because it seems like it would solve my problems but the phrase "its a permanent way to solve a temporary problem" but it seems that my problems are not temporary.
[Anonymous]
im still here dont worry :/


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[Anonymous]
whooops my username is unhealedscar not suicidalscars

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[Anonymous]
thanks. your background is cool.
[Anonymous]
Thanks 4 the comment=) im kinda addicted 2 writing poems!!! I liked urs, they were way cool, hope ur ok hun, speak 2 ya soon xx xx
[Anonymous]
aww...kitty!
sorry, i had to say that
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