well, not too much going on really. I got way too drunk last night. It was horrible. Haven't been that messed up since highschool. Drinking wine, which I've never gotten drunk on before. And never will again. I hate wine. Sleeping next to her on some guy's couch was kinda cool though. Nothing is gonna happen. Ever. Don't know how I can be so sure, but I just feel it. For a while there, I actually let myself believe that it was finally my turn to not be alone anymore. I don't belive that now. Just waiting for the bottom to drop out like it always does. What the hell is wrong with me? Oh well, fuck it. At least I was able to enjoy the moments. It was nice...... not being so lonley.