lapse into....

by puppyguts
Listening to: opeth-drapery falls
Feeling: mean
Another scar. And I don't know why. I like it, and i hate it at the same time. The feeling of the metal. The look of the blood. On the other hand.... maybe I'm just drunk. But I'm not really dunk. Just a little buzzed. And I'm not sad this time. Not happy either. Just.... well.... i dunno. I enjoy it. I like to wallow in it from time to time. I like my pain. And to anyone who thinks I should keep shit like this to myself: FUCK OFF. If you don't like it, don't fucking read it ass-monkey. This is my place to rant and rave about whatever the fuck i feel like at the moment. Fuck you. On a happier note, I really enjoy sex. I wish I was having sex right now. Haha. I'm gonna go pass out now. Night shitheads.
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You are a retard. Just say'n. Wow, I NEVER get that drunk anymore. I'm actually not quite sure how I managed to get that drunk without getting sick and/or passing out. And I did it all the time. Guess I'm getting old, and it's only 3 1/2 years later.
[Anonymous (209.163.219.54)]
Nice entry :] it made me smile.

Dont be sorry. I love you too. It's wierd how sometimes i feel this love for people that i dont even know. Its a strange kind of love. Like. Your just so amazing. Your just so...like me. Its wierd.
I love you x
We can have sex again whenever you want.
I hope you choose to stop cutting. It's really not a good habit to get into but it is your life, so I will just say it this one time.
And who doesn't like sex hahahaha
Im really ashamed of my scars. I dont like wearing bathing suits in public because of them. I dont want anyone to know about it. you should stop. I dont know how i stopped but i did.... One time I got really scared because I cut too deep. We dont have money for hospital bills. Plus its not a suicide thing for me.. Its a cutting thing.. I did it recently but its not a habit anymore. You should really try to stop.
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