Well, it's my own damn fault. I had already told myself to blow this girl off, that i didn't care anymore. But i still went out with her tonight and had way too much to drink. Well, everything was going really well...... until she told me that i don't have any shot with her right now because she's still talking to her ex boyfriend. What the fuck is that? Why won't i ever learn? Oh well, fuck her. She wants to go back out with that asshole agian, that's her problem. Fuck em all. No one wants a guy who is honest, or who will treat them the way they deserve anyway. Fuck it. Nice guys suck ass in this scociety apparently. That doesn't mean that I'm gonna become an asshole like the rest of them. I've tried, and I can't do it. Well, someday I'll find a girl who deserves to be treated right. A girl who can appreciate a good guy. Until then, I guess I'll just be lonely.... since I still refuse to play the game. I hate the fucking game. I will never be a player. If you don't like who I really am or how I really feel.... then fuck off. I don't want to be with someone who is fake anyway. EDIT: Please note that I am really drunk right now, so you should probably just ignore this entire entry.